Thursday, October 21, 2010

move on n wish u all the best :)

yooooo hahaha quite fast rite bloggin one post after another XD

well basically like wad i said i hv decided to move on

as there no use to still stuck back here

so now i have given u to the person

who i believe will be able to take care of u

and im sure of it

for me???

well back to my usual life lah

still normal hanging around there hahaha

im just there for u all who need someone to be there loh

hahaha im back to my usual me

time to keep movin on :)

wish u all hapi couples out there all the best

take care of one another loh

dont be pissed of so fast

hang in there and keep fightin :)

im sure y all will go through it

if there is love there will always be a solution

no matter wat :)

~whysoserious~

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

wat hv happen to me

this is where i can only be
how much hv i stress abt now im hurt confuse hapi in a way
i do not know wat to say
seems like its a dead end to all wat hv happen before....
i know its not rite to do it but why do i still longing for it
its just not rite

tell me wad am i supposed to do now im just hvin a hard time
to adapt to tis new changes
i do not wan u to always come to me
cuz i feel very wrong to tink abt it
i wan to let go but i just cant

im bein such a loser rite now
for not wantin to move on while at the same time
tryin very hard to move on so
it wont bother or hurt anyone anymore
and not to make them worry

i will try but im very sori for wat i hv been changing to
its not wad i wan n ive been tryin to fight it back

~whysoserious~

Monday, October 4, 2010

does not feel like home anymore

4th October 2010

the day of my bday and also the day i went back

to my so called hometown "Medan"

i do not know anymore whether i can consider tis place my home

i feel like a total stranger to this place

with no feelin of excitement ahead of me no frens to meet up with

this little place where im born i can no longer call it home

feelin of fustration to be back in tis place i feel like my life is almost over

as im dying to be back in wad i call home "Malaysia" more specifically Sunway

that is the place where all my colourful life have been

wit the frens i hv wit me they have make it even a better place

this is where my friendship and love life begin tis where i can express myself

tis is wad i call to be my "home"