Wednesday, December 22, 2010

it's been a very long while since i blog

i would say its already two months since i last blog

well tis pass few months loads of incident i hv encounter

but there are two main things i have learn and be sure of

first of all it is not a gud idea to be with someone who u hv

a good relationship all the time cuz one day u will come to

huge hatred one day....

no matter how hard u try to make it seems like everything will be fine

tis is why now i am certain that i will never ever want to encounter

it anymore if i have the chance

cuz the feeling of it is very tiring

for trying to send out ur own gud purpose for others

i mean gud but it seems to be hurting me back sometime

i tend to hate it even i dont even wan it to happen

my best answer to tis is

it is best to stay as distant as possible.

i forget abt the second one :P

Thursday, October 21, 2010

move on n wish u all the best :)

yooooo hahaha quite fast rite bloggin one post after another XD

well basically like wad i said i hv decided to move on

as there no use to still stuck back here

so now i have given u to the person

who i believe will be able to take care of u

and im sure of it

for me???

well back to my usual life lah

still normal hanging around there hahaha

im just there for u all who need someone to be there loh

hahaha im back to my usual me

time to keep movin on :)

wish u all hapi couples out there all the best

take care of one another loh

dont be pissed of so fast

hang in there and keep fightin :)

im sure y all will go through it

if there is love there will always be a solution

no matter wat :)

~whysoserious~

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

wat hv happen to me

this is where i can only be
how much hv i stress abt now im hurt confuse hapi in a way
i do not know wat to say
seems like its a dead end to all wat hv happen before....
i know its not rite to do it but why do i still longing for it
its just not rite

tell me wad am i supposed to do now im just hvin a hard time
to adapt to tis new changes
i do not wan u to always come to me
cuz i feel very wrong to tink abt it
i wan to let go but i just cant

im bein such a loser rite now
for not wantin to move on while at the same time
tryin very hard to move on so
it wont bother or hurt anyone anymore
and not to make them worry

i will try but im very sori for wat i hv been changing to
its not wad i wan n ive been tryin to fight it back

~whysoserious~

Monday, October 4, 2010

does not feel like home anymore

4th October 2010

the day of my bday and also the day i went back

to my so called hometown "Medan"

i do not know anymore whether i can consider tis place my home

i feel like a total stranger to this place

with no feelin of excitement ahead of me no frens to meet up with

this little place where im born i can no longer call it home

feelin of fustration to be back in tis place i feel like my life is almost over

as im dying to be back in wad i call home "Malaysia" more specifically Sunway

that is the place where all my colourful life have been

wit the frens i hv wit me they have make it even a better place

this is where my friendship and love life begin tis where i can express myself

tis is wad i call to be my "home"

Saturday, September 18, 2010

u will never know tat is how we can be happy

story of my love life

how unfortunate and fortunate it is

to hv a girl tat u care for who is a very socialize

person both with males and females

this incident have happen in me many times

and now its abt to happen again

i can never tell the you tis simple statement

" I love you or I like you"

eventhough it is a very basic words to say

in the end now it end up tat

you rather want to help me be with other girl

where i already find the answer rite in front of me which is u

the reason of all why i cant tell u the truth is the fear of losing

you which is the worst feelin tat i can ever happen

as it feel like throwing all my life and pride away

i want to but at the same time do not dare to tell

as the only solution i hv for myself and maybe for u

is

" you will never know because that is how we can be together and happy"

i do not want to lose the girl that i fancy and respect

~whysoserious~

the secret i cannot reveal

after a long while of not having a feeling......

the heart has start to beat again

fast and slow its all dependin on......

i want to but its not rite to do.......

shield my heart with a thick armor but......

what am i doin???

this is a secret i have to keep for myself

Friday, September 17, 2010

Life in University

Things tat have been happenin in the life of university

1. Green Day theme
2. 1st class outing

not a bad life after all thanx to all of em

my life in University havent been dull

~whysoserious~

Sunday, September 5, 2010

6th september

6th September

why is tis day important to me

well simply because tis is the day where someone important

to me is born

without her i dont tink i will be even here

no one can ever replace this person

because there is only one in this world

so once they r gone it will not be back anymore

this is the only person who know u the most

no matter how rare both of u communicate wit one another

somehow we will always be link

its in our blood

im pretty sure everyone think tat way too hopefully....

who is tis person?

my mum

hapi birthday ^^

~whysoserious~

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

officially scared of you

i am now growing into a deeper fear

of my worst night mare in accounting

im now seriously clueless of wads gonna happen next in my Uni

the fear in facing accounting has been the worst i have ever face

in my study life

wondering what am i supposed to do next


oh accounting what should i do?

i am now officially scared of you

is there any answer to this fear of mine

i do not know

as for now i just hope i will be able to take on ur challenge

im living in a state of fear

show mercy to me

accounting

~whysoserious~

Monday, August 16, 2010

University Life

The life of university start today

it sound good but apparently i hv to say no at tis very moment

Im not being hopeless at the moment as i

always wanted to keep believing one day i will see the bright

side of university ^^

of course by sayin its been very slow start in my university is by the mean

of the frens that im making

as a matter of fact im not makin any fren at all tis moment

not to mention my fear growing upon the subject

Principle of Accounting

the subject that ive always wanted to avoid from the start

but here it is i hv to face it anyway

starting by hvin no knowledge at all abt tis subject

University is rly goin to be one hell of a ride for me

~whysoserious~

Saturday, August 14, 2010

the future of my blog is not looking bright

kinda true as well tat day by day

blogging turnout to be so boring

cuz simply my recent life have been so bored

now im even tinkin of even closing down my blog since i hv nuthin to talk

abt not much have been happening around

though it seem like a dead website

as my university life goes on there is high posibility

that this little website will be close im sure hahahaa

seee now i donno wad to say edy as nuthin have been goin on

at all

well i guess i just have to see how it is and we'll see

how tis little blog will be

either in the graveyard or still be active as it is

i myself will not know the answer for it

~whysoserious~

Saturday, August 7, 2010

real surprise and thanx

rite now 2:50 am

not bad eh? hahahaha

people seems to be back on track abt blogging again i guess

but tats gud ^^

today simply i face two diff sort of feelin the feelin of real frustration

and also hapiness and pleased

i can consider myself lucky to know a fren of mine whos kinda

always there for me

and today is the best thing that he have ever done for me

he save me from a lot of trouble tat i never thought of how to get through it

almost through the end he and his mum came and tats wen this situation

is able to turn around because of em

and i rly rly want to thank them to the 100 times

for helpin me out of my trouble ^^

im sure one day i will be able to repay him back n i must

not to mention i rly respect and admire what girls are capable of

they really do able to surprise me abt who they rly are

in fact i gotta admit they r mature faster than us guys'

hey no offence but its the truth

im pretty sure one day tat girl will be very successful in wad she do

~whysoserious~

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

who am I?

WHO AM I????





I AM A USELESS PERSON TO

MY FAMILY

&

FRENSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~whysoserious~

Sunday, August 1, 2010

2nd august

tis is the end of my part time job

and a start of freedom ^^

the freedom to spam peoples wall and meet up wit people

in cimp and around the sunway college campus

not to mention how torturin it is to clean out the garbage

huuuuuuu........ wow

smell like real shittt i can faint XD

cannot tahan

but wad to do i hv to clean it also cuz im livin there

cant believe have to still suffer even after no more

workin torture XD

soooo

how r u people???

long time havent got any news from all of u

ill be comin to disturb u guys soon so watchout

HAHAHAHA

anyway gtg ^^

peace out :)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

day comin closer to the end and beginnin

days comin closer and closer

to my day of my university studies

plus not to mention with one week count down

im done wit my part time ^^

well too bad for people who cant rly get their treat of free sushi

sori lah even i myself cant get it how can i gv it to u guys

during this time of my work ive actually met a lot of people

tat i know including all my SIS teachers hahaha

it does feel a bit diff serving people tat u know hahahah

fun and also awkward since confirm they will always

kinda smile at u hahaha XD

tat smile that mean

"ahhh u workin here now u hv to serve me ^_~"

anyway one week count down from now is wads left for my part time job ^^

in addition with a new life in University comin in the next two weeks


" btw not to mention i tink i owe someone an ice cream hahaha if u know who u r XD"

I'll treat u the ice cream one day soon ^^ "

~whysoserious~

Sunday, July 18, 2010

look forward

HOLA

hahaha its been two since i last write my blog huh?

well wad i realize a lot of the readers already wonder where I am

hahahah wad to do the writer here busy and tired of work leh

hes even to quickly end the work

well to be honest theres up n down of workin

from my own experience sometimes its fun working

wit all the colleagues there but even so sometime

some of em are rather pissing me off

even sometime i argue wit em

hahahaha XD

oh well wad to do i hv to withstand this for another weeks

hahahaha plus to be honest its always nice to see my frens

again after a while not seein them ^^

but as i can see now they r back to their old life of schoolin

and im still workin

make me feel so old now HAHAHAHAHA

anyway wish em all the best for their new life of study

we never know that there will be a spark that lighten up ur new life

one time eventhough now u feel tat u regret complainin abt ur old

skool life

its normal it happen all the time

smae goes wit people who will be parted from the circle of frens

who u used to be with for quite awhile

my advice dont be sad abt it sure u will find a more interesting people

in a very different way

be hopeful and always look forward like what i am doin now

ive always be lookin forward for my university life

but for now i gotta focus on my work

interesting incident will always happen ^^

~whysoserious~

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

beginning of part time job

Japanese restaurant it is

my first part time job feelin of excitement and lost hahaha

seein things that u never see before wads inside the operation

of the sushi restaurant

a working world that will need a lot of

patience

teamwork

and

communication

with that it will form a successful restaurant

sometimes there are positive and also negative aspect of workin

u will get very tired after the end of the day just like

i am now hahahaha

but the positive thing is

u gain experience

friendship

and most importantly connection with other people

tis is what i cherish the most working there

loads of frustration happen during ur working hours

but loads of jokes and fun time wit ur colleagues

during the closing time ^^

and wad restaurant am i talkin abt??

"SUSHI ZANMAI"

Friday, June 25, 2010

finally im full ^^

im basically feel satisfied

after a long wait and tinkin whether to fill my stomach or not

and decision is only been made late around 1 at nite

after a long chat wit my fren abt wad to eat i finally make my order

but it sure does take u to wait for long til the food come

approximately 1 hour while im dyin and feelin heavy on my head

as the food arrive wit no hesitation i charge the food right into my mouth

wit two meals :

Nasi Lemak ayam

Nasi Goreng ayam

approximately at around 3:25 am is the time

you all find me sitting on the chair

now complaining that im too full but tats ok since

I AM FINALLY FULL ^^

~whysoserious~

PS: my wirting might be a bit blur now since my head is spinning like mad its 3:30 in the morning XD

Thursday, June 24, 2010

unemployed

haiya still got another month and a half of holiday

considering of wad ive done for the past month

settling for my unit

lookin for job

start moving my stuff to the new unit

ive been lookin around in pyramid for jobs

but none since to suit me yet

or yess im not wanted huhuhuh.....

oh well i used to hear from my business lecturer is tat

u r consider unemployed if u r intending to look for job

so here i am UNEMPLOYED

well wad to have done one interview today but still no answer

oh well wad to do now like the usual

wait... wait... and wait....

but should be ok since ill be busy moving to my new unit anyway ^^

at the mean time plannin to apply for several jobs again

" CHARGE!!!" ^^

~whysoserious~

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

being a local citizen

sometimes we were always wondering is

being in the adult world is it hard?

well today seems like the answer for that is shown to me

today practically i went to a job hunt with my what soon to be roommate

i have actually got one job in mind at first which is the ice cream store

"baskin robin" ^^

wen i went and request for a job they were a bit hesitating to make sure for

me tat i will get this job since i was not a local citizen in Malaysia

well i guess now i can see tat wads the benefit of bein a local

^^

i was hoping that i could get the job cuz i think it'll be fun

to work in an ice cream store but well after seein

the manager seems to be so strict

look like i tink im gonna die and always have a heart attack

wenever the manager is there

hahaha anyway dont mind abt tat my fren suggest me

to find other so in case i couldnt get tis baskin robin

and finally we choose a small store called

"work juice" or the other way around "juice work"

now logically i tink in tis job i might have chance to work there

cuz in the application form they ask for ur

Place of Birth

hahahah so i guess i might have a chance there ^^

after a long job hunt ive only apply for two part time job since the

rest of the store is lookin for a full time worker

up til now i guess ill just be waiting for the gud news from the store then ^^

as tomorrow Ervandi will be inviting us to makan ^^

at the same time waiting for the arrival of Jesselyn

like i said " life is just full of surprise"

~whysoserious~






Tuesday, June 15, 2010

law of attraction

One word

"impossible"

is there such a word that happen in this world

well basically from wad ive seen and experience

it is just how much you believe in it

wad i've seen in my own eyes and come through

is tat people have been achieving things that they themselves

believe that they will not make it happen

but in the end just like wad ive told them

u will just have to believe in urself....

u will never know wad will happen next

as this world that we are living in right now

is apparently fill with tons of surprise that we will never expected

like the saying

" life is just full of surprise"

well to me it seems to be true i myself have come through in

many surprising incident that happen so far in my life

also the quote tat my fren have told me

"nothing is impossible"

wen we first look at that sayin

we might just think u cant just say it u have to prove it

actually it have been prove by a lot of us

proven by myself

you the one who is reading this rite now

him or her tat are rite now around u

it have been proven by all of us

but we have just not realize it sometimes

i am very sure each and everyone of u have achieve

goal that u never expected to achieve before

I myself believe that this theory is real

because ive seen it

just like the idea of

" the law of attraction"

this is basically applyin to one word

"believe"

believe in ourself is just what we need in our life

wit that we can achieve in many things

PS: oh yaa congrats again for Kharenee who achieve in wad she work so hard for
*clap* *clap*
^^
~whysoserious~


Monday, June 14, 2010

Surprise ^^


SURPRISE!!!

sooo wad do u tink abt my new layout??

not bad eh? hahahha

took me quite awhile to costumize it u know hahaha

anyway hope u like it

ill be updatin my blog once in a while for sure

so no worry

now im still runnin outta idea of wad to write

ill come back to u guys soon enuf hahaha

stay tuned people


~whysoserious~

Saturday, June 12, 2010

just like a jigsaw puzzle....

have u ever wonder that ur life can be just like a puzzle

well few hours ago i was just chattin wit a fren

and all of the sudden it come to a topic and opinion

in my mind tat part of my memories can be just like a puzzle

i tink some of u know abt my life tryin to get wad

i wish i can be wit the someone but i can never get it

well apparently tats wad im applyin here

tis situation is just like a jigsaw puzzle to me

few months back or u can even say few yrs ago

not long from now

ive happen to find myself a jigsaw puzzle tat

i ve to actually slowly try to put them together

and find the perfect pieces to match them in order to get one complete

puzzle

well i was unintentionally doin very well to complete tis puzzle

and would say almost near to complete them

but somehow out of nowhere tat puzzle seems to

drop from the table which result

a shattered in every single pieces tat ive work so hard on

well it get me very heartache actually but tat wont help me any better

would it?

so recently ive unconsciously intent to redo everything again

but even so tis puzzle can never be complete since

ive lost certain pieces of the jigsaw puzzle

but i can only cherish every memories and moment

tat ive been through building up and working towards

to achieve my task as it is always been challenging and memorable

to me

but tis feeling will never ever be the same like the first time

anymore no matter how hard u try to make it similar

ive never regret

but i can always cherish it and remember the moment

"as everything happen for a reason"

~whysoserious~

lucky day?

well im just gonna keep it short for tis one

ummm....

basically lucky day few days ago hahaha

happen to eat in orange

and seems to be i save alot of money hahaha

order the same thing pecel ayam n mi ayam

but apparently tis is wad happen:

the food come so the lady gave me the pecel ayam

and of course the price of the food is RM5

and so i gv her Rm 5 notes loh

and ask for the wads it call in english

"kecap manis"

aiya wadever lah

anyway so she cameback to gv me tat

"kecap manis"

and surprisingly not only tat she also gv me back

the RM5 i look at myself and then ervandi

smile and just stay quiet


YES ANOTHER LUCKY DAY FOR ME PEOPLE
u wont get a chance like tis everday u know
^^

~whysoserious~

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

wad do u do wen ur bored

hola im back again...

wondering wad we should do wen u r bored ah??

here's the list on wad u can do

1. spam people walls in facebook
Yuli and Prasad suggestion

2. listen to music and watch movie at home

3. call ur frens ask them wen they r free to go out

4. tis is wad i found out u can also do
go orange order 3 portion of food and eat there
tis will take up around 1 hour of ur time
well better than nuthin...
here's the food i order just now:
Pecel ayam
Mie ayam
and sandwich

not bad for the first time Orange can make me full after almost a semester

not feeling any full at all over there

would i say somethin have gone wrong wit my stomach

seems to be cannot be full so easily nowadays hahahha ^^

5. oh well its wad i do now and wad i promise to my readers
updatin ur blog hahahaha ^^

ok lah tats all for today ^^

~whysoserious~

inside midvalley

well im back ^^

continue ummm...

wad i actually see in tat mall is all girls stuff there

they even specified G200o one for men and one for women

now tat is shockin

plus the floor tat im in is all abt girl stuff

i was wondering wad am i supposed to buy here

not like i got a gf now or anythin...
^^

well heres wad i reply to jon everytime wen he ask me where i am

1st reply: im kinda lost see all adult stuff here

Jon reply: r u in midvalley now or orchard road in singapore???

my reply: i tink im in singapore now......

Jon: ay if ur in singapore go buy me cheese bread lah

my reply: well im in singapore now worst thing i end up in toy r us...

Jon: haha tats gud get me prince of persia action figure...

my reply: im away from there now wait....
how come im in front of the nail polish shop now?

Jon: omg wtf where r u man! sound so extreme!...

finally i ask...
" Jon wads ur status??"

jon reply: i'm 25 clicks due west, 15 clicks east and heading south!
or u wan my facebook status?

my reply: wad in the blue hell is tat supposed to mean hahaha
im no detective bro....

jon reply: u watch conan lah.. in other words i'm
10 mins away...

guess i end the post here then ^^

~whysoserious~

trip to midvalley

9th June 2010

tis is the day i set out by myself to place where i heard many times

but never been there before......

midvalley...

plannin to meet jon there at around 1:30

i thought if i take a bus will take a long time

so decided to go at 12 30

first i took the journey to sunway pyramid tower

using the shuttle bus gud timin wen i come the shuttle bus just reach

i stop at pyramid tower plannin to take a bus across the bridge

another lucky day for me the bus was already there so i just hv to get in the bus

and set off to midvalley

on the way there everythin seems to be very new to seems like

ive just land in another country loads of islamic building on the way

which is rather interestin

at around 1:20 ive reach my destination midvalley

ive sms to Kharenee and jon

since i know tat kharenee is livin around in this area

i ask them wad should i do now

reply from both:

Kharenee: are you with jon?

Jon: u serious ah now walk around :)

well i can reply them : of course im alone

and also how am i gonna walk around wen i donno where to go....

well i better continue in the other post... hahaha

~whysoserious~

Sunday, June 6, 2010

current situation ^^

wake up in the mornin checkin my blog

and got another comment finally from the readers

to start blogging again hahahaha

not bad wei to my surprise people are still

tuning themselves to my blog hahahaha

well wad do u expect for me to know that the readers are

all still active hahaha no response from them hahahaha

anyway couples of things happen:

1. I GRADUATE ALREADY!!! ^^

2. My gang in LV slowly gone day by day

3. Well i own the whole master room for a few days now ^^

4. Me and Alvin borrow Jon's indomie to eat 2 days ago
(well i say borrow ah hahahahahah ^^)

5. yesterday Alvin told me i forget to switch off the gas since the last nite XD
(guess i can say im still the Frans which i used to be nuthin new... ^^)

6. Today i'll be checkin my new unit which im plannin to move into...

well i guess tats all i guess umm anything else that i miss??

i tink tats all for now

so how's everyone doin in their holiday??

~whysoserious~

Thursday, June 3, 2010

indom united is our home

inspiration and the reminder that my frens have make for me......

all of the sudden make me realize how much i will lose

in a few hours time.......

basically im speechless rite now....

time for me to spend wit my frens have been insufficient

to my own perspective

can't believe i will end tis semester in a small again

like it used to be.....

but i know deep in my heart even though its not

shown in a form of a party or celebration

all of us will still remember the moment we have our

hardest laugh tat struck ur stomach so hard until u cant even breath

i will surely miss tat very moment....

im sure some of u will know wad i mean by all tat

1. evolution of the cow

2. the african football player ........ to each other

many more tat joke we hv together

but i know myself wen i move on to my new environment

it will never be the same anymore....

nuthin can replace the precious joke tat we have

time we have together.....

nuthin...... nuthin......

i would like to blow the final candle of our final moment together

as a member of " indom united"

wherever u all are tis is our home base

~INDOM UNITED~

~forever and always~

~whysoserious~

Saturday, May 22, 2010

wad a life ^^

like many of my frens have ask me to continue blogging

well i guess im gonna do them a favor then ^^
like one of my reader feedback have given me
"talk abt ur single life"
well i guess tis is wad im gonna talk abt in my single life
today basically a night of continuous movie nite

hahahaha two movies in one single nite
mixture of asian and western flavour people

the following movie tat we watch is:

IP man 2



Bounty Hunter

these two movies have earn my respect in the character
in two different way.....

one is respected being a noble person tats from the IP man 2

woah dam nice wei

the other i just feel the pro n fun in him

tis is from the Bounty Hunter

I seriously hv loads of fun wit my fren Alvin here i guess he enjoy it as much as i do

well not to mention tat our precious food got confiscate by the bloody guard!!!

haizzzz fustrating lah gettin our food for free

but i just tink it as a charity for them lah sad people

hahaha tats wad i told alvin ^^

anyway tat the end of my blog post i guess

for those who hvnt watch either of these go watch it

unless u already hv which i guess u all must have hahahaha ^^

anyway
PEACE OUT ^^

~whysoserious~

Thursday, May 20, 2010

get back to the world of blogging

People was all askin me and demanding me

"Don't stop blogging"

some even say

"well post about ur single life ^^"

well its kinda true if i stop blogging it will be all gone then

all my work and writing tat ive done hahaha

cuz of all the support from my reader I have actually find

my motivation back again in the world of blogging ^^


but so sori ya i still need to tink wad to write abt hahahaha

I'll get back to u guys in a short while hahaha ^^

~whysoserious~

PS: thanx for the support to Alvin Linus, Kharenee, Nesya and Jeff

Monday, May 17, 2010

end of the blogging world?

question in my head

wondering could this ever be my last ever post???

"post 101th"

i do not know the answer to that i guess

but it seems that day by day there are nuthing

much that can be shared abt anymore

and seems like not many people really into blogging anymore


so im not sure whether i should continue ^^

to me its seems like the end to my blogging world

but well it depends on the readers as well

hahahaha ^^

" so should I stop?"

~whysoserious~

Sunday, May 16, 2010

special 100th post

wow this is my 100th post

and sadly i hv to start wit a pretty sad story

but i hv to do this for her own good
many people have been askin me why

i broke up with netty

i know its pretty shockin to all my supporter and im very sori

to tell u guys that but

tis is wad i must do

the reason why i broke up with her is because........
sori i cant say it anymore.....

but
to you netty:
all i can hope for now is tat we are still close frens with
one another as i never want to lose u entirely
i hope u can understand why i make this decision
as i do this in order to get the life that u have always wanted
as i tell u before we ended our special relationship
this is the only way that i can give the happiness to u
other than that i have been controlling u and ur old lifestyle and this is not i want to do for you
i feel that being the grandpa tat u have given me
few weeks back is the only person i can be for u
being able to make u hapi is still wad i wan to offer u
and i hope u will allow me to do that without any hesitation
and as u must be hapi after all this relationship as ended
just see it as this is my wish as an old grandpa wanted for his granddaughter........
one last thing i want to thank u for all the feeling that u have given me
and i will always remember the day
April 10th 2010


the day where i took all my guts in order to do the biggest step in my life

confessing to u and how i did it will always remain in my heart
and i will always highlight it as one of my best moment that i can
ever do to a girl.....
and hopefully that u are actually feeling that u are the happiest
girl during that moment.
our memories that we have together will always be remember
i thank u
and hope the very best for u
as i will always care for u as ur
old grandpa ^^

my last word for u is " better than nothing" ^^
hope u remember that quote

other than that thank u

and

this the end of my 100th post

Monday, May 3, 2010

grandpa is hoping


What have I done is a question tat
keep on playin in my mind
tinking over abt my special one
the idea when she say trust in me for her
is not there come to tink of it
i believe in myself
tat ive always trusted her
the reason that is because i have admitted to her
even way back wen we are not together
i told her
" grandpa is always there for and he will always trust you"
this is the quote that i hve keep as a word of a man to her
and im convince that i will not ignore that promised at all
but it seem that misunderstanding have happen between me and her
so i demand and convinve to make this work
as losing her will never be in my thought and choice to make
grandpa as u know would always wan to have u inside his old and
clumsy heart.
as the symbolize tat he have made through the ring is the sign that
he will always want to be around u
no matter where it is
in ur heart
in ur mind
and everywhere u could possibly be
that old man will always be beside u in the form of the ring
that is worn by u
forgiveness is the only option i could hope for
as once its awarded i will cherish it forever
and will do my very best to make u the happiest girl
eventhough i know i might not be able to
but i believe wit me tryin my heart out
i will be able to show u..
hoping for the answer.........
"I am sorry"
i know is the most boring quote tat u can ever hear
so i wouldnt wan to repeat them in front of u tat
often no more
as i know it will turn into the fustration to ur brain
whysoserious

Suara(Susi berharap)- Parody Version

Di sini aku masih sendiri

Merenungi hari-hari sepi

Ku makan sapi, masih makan sapi


Bila esok hari datang lagi

Kucoba tuk panggil adik si susi

Meski si susi… adiknya mati


Bika aku dapat bintang yang berisi

Mentari yang tenang bersamaku, disini

Kudapat tertawa menangisin susi

Di tempat ini aku berlatih

Suara.. dengarkanlah susi

Apa adiknya.. beneran mati

Aku disini menunggunya. Masih berharap beneran mati.

Suara.. aku makan roti.

Apakah aku. Udah mirip sapi

Aku disini menunggunya. Masih berharap uda jadi sapi.


Dan aku masih tetap disini.

Kulewati semua yang tejadi

Aku banting susi , oh, aku banting susi


Suara dengarkanlah susi

Apa kabarny masuk peti mati

Aku disini menunggunya, masih berharap, mau banting lagi

Suara dengarkanlah susi

Apakah aku uda berhenti

Aku disini menunggunya masih berharap susi mau lagi

Suara dengarkanlah susi.

Apa kabarnya, masuk peti mati

Aku disini menunggunya , masih berharap dia hidup lagi.. oh oh oh..

Suara dengarkanlah susi..


Like what we remember back in August 2009

after a long rest we are back in BUSINESS!!!!


Composed By : Kuning Kamar

Artist: Various Artists
Original Script:Hijau Daun
Produced By : Indom United Production
Producer: Frans Tanuwijaya


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

the special day for the dearest one

14th April 2o1o

the day tat i mark the biggest day and the most

important date tat i must remember

the day of my very special person DAY!!

U've heard it a very warm wish to my dear Netty

hapi sweet 17th dear ur grandpa here

wish u a very memorable bday

tis grandpa always wish tat u will always b smiling

and be hapi at all time

no matter wad the day is eventhough it is not ur bday

grandpa will still wan to see tat precious smile on tat face of urs no matter wad

oops i just got a message from the bday girl

tis is wad she wrote:

ʎʇʇǝu沈利音 says:
uhmmm
bad bf
not write something abt my bday on ur blog

seems like the bday girl is already angry hahaha

padahal lagi di tulis blognya hahahaha ^^

see how unfortunate the bf is haizzz

anyway no matter wad she say

ur grandpa or ur bf will always luv u and smile just because of u

as long as u r there everything will be just like the happiest day of my life

without u my world will be a total darkness and plain blank

u hv enter my life and make the world become a much more beautiful scenery to enjoy

thank u love

i will always be luving u and hold u tightly within me.


~whysoserious~









Monday, April 12, 2010

re: wad is love?

The reply i got from my dear one:

well i said... love is just something tat u feel
^^
love is how u love someone whatever that person is
uhmm.. very bad english looo
@_@
uhmm.. love is a feeling tat u feel no matter in wad condition,
love him whatever he is
^^
oke.. better english now.. :p

hahaha wad i can say is tat is very true hahahha ^^

love it is a feeling tat cannot be lost no matter where u are

or how bad is the situation tat u r really in

in fact sometimes love can make the world tat is like hell

becoming a heaven in ur life

no matter how bad ur situation is wit tat feeling of love

everything else will be just fine wit the smile on ur face...

~Whysoserious~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

take it or leave it

in between the date of 1oth and 11th April 2010

a day to remember the highlight of my life after

18 years
tat is the answer from a special someone who can

easily change my whole life around

the day where i confess my love to a special girl

i dont tink she wan me to say her name out hahaha

anyway its a day i took all my guts and perform a task
tat i have never done in my life before

tis experience have really make me see the world differently

giving a lot of new feeling to wad love is

wad i can say now is tat even security guard know abt tis
tat is how big the task i have make as a result

its kinda embarrassing at first but i keep my

objective in my mind and determine to get the answer

because i believe in her and also myself

to me its either i take or lose it
just like wad my fren have said

and im determine to take it

which get me to wad i am now
i just wanna say thank u to

everyone who have been pushing me motivating me and trust me

and finally thank u for accepting me

to u my special one...


~love u as always~

Friday, April 2, 2010

special fren

after how many years of not seeing my

old childhood fren live

2 days ago was the first time after 9 yrs

of not seeing my fren Nesya

eventhough i just get to see her face through a webcam

tis incident still meant a lot to me

its feel like overjoy wenever u finally get to see ur fren face

movin not just from photos

hopefully one day i will get to see u ^^

whysoserious

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

wad a life

daily prediction

MONDAY

bored

TUESDAY

still bored

WEDNESDAY

wad to do ahh???

THURSDAY

ahhh comin closer

FRIDAY

half alive half dead

SATURDAY

ahhh now tat better let's go!!!!

SUNDAY

so sunny lah where to go ahhh???
oh noooo tomorrow MONDAY!!!

reread from the beginning.....

ahhh btw hapi birthday to someone

i tink u know who already lah

got a big count down board at the top there

alrite then

boreddddd.....

~whysoserious~

Friday, March 19, 2010

Friday afternoon

................

its a friday afternoon where only two days left

til the judgment day of skul

quietness have fill the room...

where on my right in front a guy who is still

in his dreamworld after waking up for awhile

Alvin Linus

and right to the other room near the entrance door

our sad poetic man still hvin his long rest and will never wake up

even wit the bell ringin in his ear

Calwin Hon

as the other person is inside his room havin his own privacy

Kevin Linus

wit only me here alone outside the living room still alive

typin to tis post wondering

when the hell r we gonna EAT!!

anyway quietness is still goin on

~whysoserious~

Thursday, March 18, 2010

where is ur destination

in life u r always makin plan

and also decision for ur future

well i tink i have basically come to the conclusion

in the field of my study ^^

in wat i wanna study last time:

industrial design

graphic design

general business

economic study

so wad is basically my final decision in study

well its basically the study of general business

haizz ok lah but theres no talent in it lah

but wad to do wit tat course the future is more visible

also where i wanna study were also a matter

here are the list of countries

Taiwan

China

USA

Malaysia

Indonesia

and finally

Singapore

wit i tink the possible chance of goin is

SINGAPORE!!!

MATI LAH!!!!!

~whysoserious~
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