cherish what u have now

It does seem to be true on the fact that as we grow older and as time past

there is not much excitement goin on in ur life anymore

compare to the past 

but of course it is not always good to dwell on the past

from here on it also show us that wen good things happen cherish them

u will never know that the next thing that they are gone from ur life

no matter how much u wanna turn back the time u just cant

people who used to be close to u and there in ur social circle

will one day move on one by one whether u like it or not

laughing together making nonsense video together it might sound 

ridicules at that moment in time but then wen u look back at it again

it in fact is the best moment of ur life. 

The crazy frens that help u to open up urself to other

they are the one who make me who i am today :D

looking back does give some moment of hapiness

Have u ever had the feeling of wanting to go back in time 

and just enjoy the moment again

well i do from what i have look back in my past

while i dun have much to do at the moment 

it does give a very enjoyable moment for u to look back at it

eventhough there are certain bitter past that we might have gone through

but by looking back at all these post that u have written in the past few years

it can sumtime fill ur loneliness moment again with the hapi one

it make u feel back that moment in time again.

people might have said " why do u even blog?"

So lifeless ah u?

YES I can say I am lifeless at the moment

rather than just sitting there without doing anything

by writting or reading ur blog post again it sure does make ur brain tink again

sumtimes u must admit that u can even read back all those

chat or messages that u have wit ur best frens or someone special to u

it sure does happen to me :D

Thank you for being there

It's again been awhile ive written or update my blog and pour out my feeling to u all

it sure does feel nostalgic doin these as this is what i love to do

back many years ago pouring out what i have come across in life

recounting to u all what have happen in a day to day basis

loads of thing have happen in the past few months

good and bad 

i lose and gain things in my life

people have change that is what i have to accept first of all

it is also the most painful incident that i hv to encounter as well

there is one thing in my mind rite now that i always wanted to make a difference on

which is the thing that i have done wrong towards my fren the one fren that

who always there for me during my up and downs

especially during the down i have learn many things from him when the first time

i reached sunway but there is one incident that might have changed the whole

relationship of ours which i regretted alot..

coming to realize what i hv gain and loss i actually have lose big 

this is the one person who i make a stupid decision to part away from

that have make me tink so much of why i have done so

but of course again theres nuthing i can change anything from it

like what my fren have said "what have happen happened"

true enough theres nuthing i can do abt it.

just look forward for the best in the near future that i was given the 

opportunity to clear up the mess.

i just want to thank them for making me realize all these mistake

without it i cannot think as wide as i am now

making me realize to cherish what have been there for u

people and frens who is always there for u

and i clearly know who they are :)