Wednesday, October 12, 2011

story of my life

its been awhile since my last post
but too bad no one miss me haiya....

well story of my life wanna say
why am i always sick whenever there is holiday
quite annoyin actually haha

well i donno wad else to write since i hvnt been in touch wit
most of my readers seriously runnin outta topic on wad to say

what to write??
haiya k lah im signin out :D

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

end of blogging life

Its been a very long while to end this blog of mine

And now I will want to end this blog by posting something that I have

Learned in my lesson of History and Philosophy of Science

If we only notice that our planet earth is only a point in the vast open cosmos

People might think that human being will be reborn and our earth is somehow

Will be indestructible but if we were to look at our planet in the view of the cosmos

Our planet is described we are too small on the scale of the universe

Consider that dot that’s home tats us everybody we know

everyone we love

everyone we ever heard of

every human being who ever was live out their life.

How easy is it to destroy each other, how fragile we are in this small little planet

Tat only as big as a tiny pixel in the whole picture

But it is our responsible to be kind with one another and to preserve and cherish

The only home we ever known the pale blue dot

Friday, June 24, 2011

why

why do I have to keep on dreaming abt you

THIS HAS TO COME TO AN END

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

flat life

today im gonna write sumthin tat i rly feel like
pouring it out from my heart
its the first time ever tat or maybe second tat i feel
clueless on how to make my day even more colourful

in my heart it seems like everyday feel, taste and smell the
same like any other day i just do not know how
much more can i make tis life on earth even more interesting
it feel like everyday im just doin the repeating activities tat
i have been doin all the time

goin to uni meet up wit frens hv fun wit them and suffer together wit them
assignment assignment
go back eat play cards wit my indo frens lose money
eat do hw
go facebook comment on stuff tat we can find to comment on
and of course not to forget chattin wit the girl i like :)
but then of course my mood could affect our conversation
sori abt it i rly am
not to mean tat im not interested of her anymore
just the after effect of my mood affect the way
we talk i just cant avoid it..

well what else can we do to make it more interesting
and yes i know people will say
" go clubbing"
well even tat sometimes theres not much to get from there
i guess what i really wish to hv rite now
is for "U" to be rite here beside me
but i know tat is of course quite impossible to happen
even i cant give it to u
why should u
~whysoserious~

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

that complicated mind of theirs

There's currently a lot of lesson that ive learnt abt myself
toward the issue of liking someone
from the way i view it now
eventhough how much u know abt handling a problem
of relationship we will never be avoid them
cuz the key idea tat problem will always happen in relationship

Like even how i see myself sumtimes tryin to fix the problem
so hard can even end up to have one eventhough there isnt any
the way i see it now is tat we will always have to be patient abt wad
is currently happening eventhough we can sense tat problem is somehow
arising it is best to wait until we get the clear picture of wad goin on
sometimes i even wonder why do i hv to be so emotional attack
and tink negatively abt somethin tat is not even wad it is

i guess wen we rly like someone tis is wen we will always be blind
no matter how much we try to open our eyes and realize it
we will still be havin the problem
maybe because the problem is just there for us to solve it
and tat is how our love is tested
i can always admit that im just afraid to lose the person i cared so much
until she might not even stand for wad i hv been behaving

i guess from the problem arise we can now understand
and apply the mindset where
"in life we will need to be able to balance them in order to have the hapi life"
tis goes the same where relationship will never be a good one
wen there is an extreme to one side
just like if u care so much for the person tis will make u
tink abt all the negative thing and make urself worry and end up doin the wrong thing
also it is not gud to not pay attention or be too carefree over wad she do
because it will end up showing tat u never actually care abt her
eventhough u tink tat u always care for
"yes" you urself do know tat u always care for her and luv her to ur heart
but she will never know what u tink

to me girls are more sensitive abt wad is goin on
even a small incident tat happen or response they will be able
to catch the meaning as they take thing more seriously
than us male
as to me i always remember that girls heart are very fragile
eventhough we see tat some of the girl tend to look tough
abt wads goin on but behind tat face is sumetimes
covering something tat is very fragile to them

i am not sayin tat us guy must always be soft towards the girls
because sometimes girls also do not like tat
but instead we must always know how we should take care of tat
soft fragile heart of the girls

many of us guys always view tat girls are very complicated in the way they tink
yes they are but there are always way to simplify and understand
tat complicated mind of theirs
it is not impossible and hard but it just require time and patience
to get there

~whysoserious~

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

June

well i guess i can see tat some of my fren is back in the
blogging world haha

days have pretty much gud and bad
well most of them is gud so far
only today i know tat my mid term result rly went bad

but enough of tat for me as long as everything else is doin well
my life so far is ok nuthin much have happen
just having a hapi moment tat i spend chattin wit the girl i like :)

not to mention a very hapi moment to start off the month of JUNE
wit an unexpected call from someone who i cant recognize
her voice wen the first time i heard the call
but yea unbelievable sweet voice though haha

i thought at first it will be my sis but then i tink
cant be haha (im not sayin my sis do not have a sweet voice though)
anyway gtg :)


Thursday, May 5, 2011

what is complicated relationship?

Today right early in the morning

5th May is basically the day where i change my relationship status

from "single" to "complicated relationship"

funny thing is tat people thought im actually really in relationship

instead the ask " why complicated?"

haha well to me its complicated in the sense tat

eventhough we like each other

both of us decide not to have the actual BF/GF relationship just yet

but yes we are in some kinda relationship its just not to the extent like

usual relationship

basically our intention is just to make clear wat we are actually not anymore

which is the status of single

cuz in the status of single

you do not hv any commitment towards someone

and so does tat someone soo

tis is why we consider our relationship as

"complicated relationship"

sooo im not very sure wat other might tink but tis is how both of us

understand the mean of complicated relationship

yes of course complicated relationship can also

mean in the negative way where u hv some issues with ur love one

but one strange thing i wanna ask

"why would u wan to tell people tat u hv a fight or problem wit ur love one?"

its just doesnt make sense :)

oh well i guess tats all for the current updates :D

~whysoserious~

Sunday, April 24, 2011

live to the fullest

its been awhile since i write a post
im not a very active blogger like i used to be anymore
well is tat a gud thing or not?
hmmm well its up to my readers to decide haha :)

pretty much the same kinda stuff tat happen just
feel that sometimes the perspective tat all of
us hold on always seem to be true

the perspective tat everything tat happened happened
i guess we can never rly get it back
like it used to be just as we wanted them to be

instead we can always look forward n try to
make the best possible future for ourselves
we do this judging by our own personal
experience n hopefully we can live to
the fullest...

~whysoserious~

Friday, April 8, 2011

wat am i lookin for?

i always wonder is there
anything else better in life tat we can do
it seems tat the life is repeating itself every single day
feelin worried towards the person tat u like

tryin to make thing interesting in life
wanting to get through ur exam so much
in order for tat u wont be tinkin abt it so much anymore

wat am i lookin for?
tats the question i need to solve..

~whysoserious~

Monday, March 28, 2011

today have been wad i have considered
one of the most stressful day
tinking abt my skool problems
keep on goin
not to mention it is still havent yet to be settle

the answer will only be known by tomorrow
and hopefully and i pray for it tat it will
be ok

rite now my mind just couldnt calm down
and stop tinkin abt it
but thanx to a person she have calm me down
and tell me tat everything will be ok
i am now tinkin tat eventhough my mind still
tellin me im in a big trouble
i feel embarrassed of myself
and she know tat i am stress because of tat

i know i will have to fight through tis moment
and find the solution as soon as possible
as now the problem is still ongoing and yet to be solve

i rly hope tat everything will be fine which is wad
i have been tryin to tell myself and tryin to believe it
i just hope i will find the answer i need by tomorrow
and everything will be ok
as a sign to let me start my new life

~whysoserious~

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

a little bit late to worry about but they r fine.....

yooo
well u all might have all known tis few days ago
the earthquake tsunami and explosion of the nuclear tank
have destroy my favourite country JAPAN

well not only it destroy the country
sori to say tis to some of my frens
i just remember i got a few frens there
making me shock and worry after i heard the news
from my fren

my fren: "japan is gone man its not possible"

ME:" no man i believe they r still there"
add on

fren: "how can they survive its like in a situation
where u just having ur last breathe before u die"

ME: i dont care my good fren is still there n i believe they r all still alive

fren: Frans face the fact its gone 95% of Japan is wiped out

ME: i believe wit the other 5% my fren is there

fren: haiz well u can just hope (lookin up)

ME: i know wad u trying to say n its not gonna happen

fren: (lookin down)

ME: u making thing worse

fren: well at least its better to be up than down

ME: nah man i believe my fren is still alive they will not die
i can feel it

fren: Frans its gone its not possible for them to survive

ME: they r still there and doin fine

come to the end of the conversation i quickly go back and check
my facebook look out for my fren
glad to see that she still replying
which mean she still doin fine :)
all the best for my fren
and rly sori for the one who are unfortunate

~whysoserious~


Sunday, February 27, 2011

another short semester

another semester has almost come to an end

seems to be quick but yes it is

since tis semester is only a two months semester

having only one subject for the whole semester

well nuthing much actually happen in skool just like usual

lecture assignment presentation

loads of em actually

but since its only one subject u cant rly feel much tension like

last semester....

other than tat tis also means

my time of goin to the psychology field of study is coming nearer :D

well not hoping much just tat tis time i could do it rite

~whysoserious~

Sunday, January 30, 2011

she's the one

people have been askin me to update my blog

ok then here we go

well nuthin much hv been happening in my life so far

well recently i can say ive a gud day

not to mention a girl have admit that shes interested in me

well i can say i rly like her too since to me shes a very funny girl

n tats wad i like abt her :D

im not sure wads gonna happen next but im sure

shes the one tat i rly admire :D

eventhough there is critic have been goin on around her frens

but i believe in wad i wan n she is the one

which is why i rly hv to tink abt it n not to

hurt anyone feelin anymore

~whysoserious~

Monday, January 24, 2011


yo how long has it been since i last blog

three months??

hahaha so hows everyone?

loads of stuff have been happening during this past 3 months

wad happen are im changing my major to Psychology

in the end of march still got two months left :D

move to a new unit :D

finally the last thing that happen probably

meeting a fren of mine that ive known through webcaming n stuff

finally i am able to see her rite in front of me :D

yes it is a girl that i have been much contacting wit

at the same time the girl that have been much involve in my facebook

the one who draw this for me:

not a bad drawing at all hahaha XD

well i guess tats all for now :D

~whysoserious~