tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27021884402007463082024-03-05T15:55:24.955-08:00WELCOME TO THE TANUWIJAYA'S LIFE !!~WORDS ARE MY LIGHT~Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.comBlogger154125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-18014178519904718632019-08-08T23:33:00.001-07:002019-08-08T23:33:11.151-07:00Back to the blogging world<div style="text-align: center;">
<u>Back to the blogging world</u></div>
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Hi, guys it's been so long til the last blog that I've post. A lot of ups and down has happened since then. Of course ive graduated and back in my hometown. And been living here in Medan for 5 years now. I've met with a lot of interesting people. Adapting is what I have been doing all these years and honestly saying even until now im struggling with it.</div>
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Throughout all that 5 years in Medan people come and go. People who I loved and still do actually until now :p but of course moving on is a must for everyone good and benefit.</div>
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One thing for sure that I notice is the family business that I am reluctant to pursue on has now become my daily routine life that I enjoyed doing. From this business I have gained a lot of knowledge and also my weakness on myself as a whole. But this is always something to work on and learn.</div>
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The reason why I am back to this world is basically because there so many thing that I wanted share with but found no channel to share that to. As I felt that my mindset and character as a person has shaped into something that I myself has no complete control on. The reason is just because I spend so much focused on adapting to the people around me and also the environment. After all this is what life hammered you into isn't it ?</div>
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That's all for now...</div>
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Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-63348226711284083072013-07-19T01:49:00.001-07:002013-07-19T01:52:36.127-07:00cherish what u have now<br />
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It does seem to be true on the fact that as we grow older and as time past</div>
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there is not much excitement goin on in ur life anymore</div>
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compare to the past </div>
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but of course it is not always good to dwell on the past</div>
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from here on it also show us that wen good things happen cherish them</div>
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u will never know that the next thing that they are gone from ur life</div>
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no matter how much u wanna turn back the time u just cant</div>
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people who used to be close to u and there in ur social circle</div>
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will one day move on one by one whether u like it or not</div>
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laughing together making nonsense video together it might sound </div>
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ridicules at that moment in time but then wen u look back at it again</div>
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it in fact is the best moment of ur life. </div>
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The crazy frens that help u to open up urself to other</div>
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they are the one who make me who i am today :D</div>
Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-23278712706501855162013-06-07T04:31:00.000-07:002013-06-07T04:31:39.378-07:00looking back does give some moment of hapiness<br />
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Have u ever had the feeling of wanting to go back in time </div>
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and just enjoy the moment again</div>
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well i do from what i have look back in my past</div>
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while i dun have much to do at the moment </div>
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it does give a very enjoyable moment for u to look back at it</div>
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eventhough there are certain bitter past that we might have gone through</div>
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but by looking back at all these post that u have written in the past few years</div>
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it can sumtime fill ur loneliness moment again with the hapi one</div>
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it make u feel back that moment in time again.</div>
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people might have said " why do u even blog?"</div>
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So lifeless ah u?</div>
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YES I can say I am lifeless at the moment</div>
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rather than just sitting there without doing anything</div>
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by writting or reading ur blog post again it sure does make ur brain tink again</div>
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sumtimes u must admit that u can even read back all those</div>
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chat or messages that u have wit ur best frens or someone special to u</div>
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it sure does happen to me :D</div>
Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-78102071172157178752013-06-06T08:12:00.002-07:002013-06-06T08:17:53.258-07:00Thank you for being there <br />
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It's again been awhile ive written or update my blog and pour out my feeling to u all</div>
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it sure does feel nostalgic doin these as this is what i love to do</div>
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back many years ago pouring out what i have come across in life</div>
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recounting to u all what have happen in a day to day basis</div>
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loads of thing have happen in the past few months</div>
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good and bad </div>
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i lose and gain things in my life</div>
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people have change that is what i have to accept first of all</div>
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it is also the most painful incident that i hv to encounter as well</div>
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there is one thing in my mind rite now that i always wanted to make a difference on</div>
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which is the thing that i have done wrong towards my fren the one fren that</div>
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who always there for me during my up and downs</div>
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especially during the down i have learn many things from him when the first time</div>
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i reached sunway but there is one incident that might have changed the whole</div>
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relationship of ours which i regretted alot..</div>
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coming to realize what i hv gain and loss i actually have lose big </div>
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this is the one person who i make a stupid decision to part away from</div>
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that have make me tink so much of why i have done so</div>
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but of course again theres nuthing i can change anything from it</div>
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like what my fren have said "what have happen happened"</div>
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true enough theres nuthing i can do abt it.</div>
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just look forward for the best in the near future that i was given the </div>
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opportunity to clear up the mess.</div>
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i just want to thank them for making me realize all these mistake</div>
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without it i cannot think as wide as i am now</div>
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making me realize to cherish what have been there for u</div>
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people and frens who is always there for u</div>
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and i clearly know who they are :)</div>
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Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-9795883653980020522012-10-27T11:02:00.002-07:002012-10-27T11:02:57.337-07:00My feeling is unstable<div style="text-align: center;">
Thinking back of what ive used to be </div>
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being able to write alot about my feeling in the blog last time</div>
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but one thing for sure a lot of mixed emotion have happen to me</div>
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HAPPINESS FRUSTRATION CONFUSION all that happen at one time</div>
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I just do not know how to actually see it</div>
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The concept of me am I being selfish to others</div>
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just cared abt my own feeling </div>
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or is selfish also considered wen u cared abt how u wanna care abt a girl so much</div>
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is tat being selfish not rly considering whether they like it or not </div>
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even if i do i just cant stop it cuz tats who i am i guess</div>
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afraid to show tat i care for u too much until sumtimes i cool down my feeling</div>
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I also never want to put it all on u but do not know that it will turn out to be tat way</div>
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not wad i wanted from the start</div>
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So what am I doing now? </div>
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Even when i say I love you also sumtimes cuz i say it too much</div>
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they might think I am not serious about it</div>
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im confused on how to show my feeling edy</div>
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especially i am a very sensitive guy when i get jealous that easily over small thing</div>
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it is very annoying actually </div>
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yes I am being childish but I am doing my best</div>
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my thinking always always stop me from doing sumthing lovely and caring</div>
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I do not know why I cant get over it</div>
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I always question myself am I worth it n when i ask this qs to myself</div>
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another voice say only YOU (myself) will know that</div>
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it is like i am fighting myself here </div>
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now i am writing this because i just feel like throwing out my feeling </div>
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I felt guilty for always wanting ur attention</div>
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this is not what a man should do</div>
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which what i am doing something abt it now</div>
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not because i do not care abt u</div>
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but in fact it is because i care for u too much....</div>
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when u see this post it might not make u hapi or tired again n im sori......</div>
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~whysoserious~ </div>
Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-91746399946065980372012-10-07T05:58:00.003-07:002012-10-07T05:58:53.873-07:00IM BACK AND ALIVE<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It really is has been a while isn't it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">well im back people :D</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i realize something that i never realize way before</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that is people have said im very good at using my words to create</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a strong emotion towards something</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i guess this is wad i can work on from now :D</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">sooo!!! well wads been happening with me :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">loads have happen to me :D</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">but the one that give the best impact is </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">me attending the ASIAWORKS TRAINING :D</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I met loads of people from diff background and ages</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and u know what i can really blend in with them :D</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">interesting isnt it? haha</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">They make me realize and ensure me that who I am</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">is more than what I am now</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and the strongest quality I have is using words to convey strong</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">meaning to other people life</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that is why in one of the STRETCH that I had</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">was from A PRETTY BOYBAND</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">who care nothing but himself turn into</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">~~~A CUPID~~~</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">something that i thought can i even become one of it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">well im supposed to write a letter to 3 of the people that</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i feel have made alot of contribution in the journey</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">so and i did i wrote 3 letters in a time of 15 mins</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">this is because i have run out of time </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">but nevertheless i never had thought that by my messages to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">these three people:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">1. Garie</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">3. Agnes</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">will ever meant alot to them it was a surprise to myself as well</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i never thought i hv to kneel down in front of them</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and read out that letter in front of 30 other people in the room</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">my heart rly pound alot but i realize that I am actually hapi</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to be given this chance to send this message of mine to them</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have finally contribute to the people that i want to contribute the most to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the 3 most important people that I care about in the training</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that 5 days have been a roller coaster ride to me but it rly worth it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">it has slowly change me n somehow find myself back</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the talent or quality that i have recently found i really want to make use out of it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">for the benefit of other people and myself </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">~this is who I AM~</span></div>
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Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-31613270757791277332012-02-07T05:58:00.000-08:002012-02-07T06:15:03.917-08:00New fan :D<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMsUVMp6b-cs5BMd0Esx9mRlc-2IGOSMuPJ5pZACTOaOiKUaaliMJeMQzaYHc9pAPsfNKPl1gArG3mSd7U1QlkYMUZSwkYRo6w4MhAFF2f1Q616iTGs0djLBIYVapvRjzJ-IB8IPONp01S/s1600/lindsey-stirling-n-o-v.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 251px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMsUVMp6b-cs5BMd0Esx9mRlc-2IGOSMuPJ5pZACTOaOiKUaaliMJeMQzaYHc9pAPsfNKPl1gArG3mSd7U1QlkYMUZSwkYRo6w4MhAFF2f1Q616iTGs0djLBIYVapvRjzJ-IB8IPONp01S/s320/lindsey-stirling-n-o-v.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5706393495511605442" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Tell u guys wad i've recently become a fan of </div><div style="text-align: center;">Lindsey Stirling :D </div><div style="text-align: center;">pro violinist </div><div style="text-align: center;">I LIKE IT :D</div><div style="text-align: center;">don't ask me why so sudden but it just hit me :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe width="360" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/lrF814OnFQ4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe></div><div style="text-align: center;"> ENJOY :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-48643351252693097902012-01-19T04:52:00.000-08:002012-01-19T05:03:53.386-08:002012<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">My first post in the year 2012</div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span ><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">wad to say loads of stuff happen though since the last post</div><div style="text-align: center;">guess i havent been updating myself </div><div style="text-align: center;">wad to do no one seems to read the blog anymore </div><div style="text-align: center;">tats make me have no motivation in writing tis edy</div><div style="text-align: center;">no support how to write? haha</div><div style="text-align: center;">like i said many things have happen</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">1. I bought a new Blackberry haha thanx to my mum</div><div style="text-align: center;">2. Made a new bunch of frens back in Medan who apparently are my sister frens</div><div style="text-align: center;">3. I decided to change course from Business Management to Communication this have been confirmed</div><div style="text-align: center;">4. I have no more goldfish in my room</div><div style="text-align: center;">5. Received the best ever present from my die hard Liverpool fren JON</div><div style="text-align: center;">took him less than a week to send which is surprising haha</div><div style="text-align: center;">6. lost my wallet on the way back from Lake Toba</div><div style="text-align: center;">7. Nuthing much from wad i remember edy</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span ><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">anyway goin back to Medan again tomorrow to celebrate THE CNY :D</div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiSGzxH_IlK3TgEn0xZV374BXJqaYYtw8NPKeYr-CdOMIdSbwmRYf4k747qgNoKc1k7bn3RyLxxVWhyItzcGpovJe8TScbbAlkZRxhqRZXvFm9-Z4b24JKOFQnbGR_dOhWUb1Ja0DPnWCB/s320/11.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5699327912440164802" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline; display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px; " /><div></div></div><div><br /></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-57233718816206390212011-10-12T06:14:00.000-07:002011-10-12T06:17:40.581-07:00story of my life<div style="text-align: center;">its been awhile since my last post</div><div style="text-align: center;">but too bad no one miss me haiya....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well story of my life wanna say </div><div style="text-align: center;">why am i always sick whenever there is holiday</div><div style="text-align: center;">quite annoyin actually haha</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well i donno wad else to write since i hvnt been in touch wit</div><div style="text-align: center;">most of my readers seriously runnin outta topic on wad to say</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">what to write??</div><div style="text-align: center;">haiya k lah im signin out :D</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-85443773358705602722011-08-09T03:56:00.000-07:002011-08-09T03:57:45.711-07:00end of blogging life<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">Its been a very long while to end this blog of mine<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">And now I will want to end this blog by posting something that I have<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">Learned in my lesson of History and Philosophy of Science<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">If we only notice that our planet earth is only a point in the vast open cosmos<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">People might think that human being will be reborn and our earth is somehow <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">Will be indestructible but if we were to look at our planet in the view of the cosmos<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">Our planet is described we are too small on the scale of the universe <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">Consider that dot that’s home tats us everybody we know<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US"><span> </span>everyone we love <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">everyone we ever heard of <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">every human being who ever was live out their life. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">How easy is it to destroy each other, how fragile we are in this small little planet <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">Tat only as big as a tiny pixel in the whole picture <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">But it is our responsible to be kind with one another and to preserve and cherish <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span lang="EN-US">The only home we ever known the pale blue dot<o:p></o:p></span></p>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-31567293403315889782011-06-24T23:27:00.000-07:002011-06-24T23:28:10.125-07:00why<div style="text-align: center;"><i>why do I have to keep on dreaming abt you</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>THIS HAS TO COME </i>TO AN END</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-75947235107014900932011-06-14T07:16:00.000-07:002011-06-14T07:28:37.151-07:00flat life<div style="text-align: center;">today im gonna write sumthin tat i rly feel like </div><div style="text-align: center;">pouring it out from my heart </div><div style="text-align: center;">its the first time ever tat or maybe second tat i feel</div><div style="text-align: center;">clueless on how to make my day even more colourful</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">in my heart it seems like everyday feel, taste and smell the</div><div style="text-align: center;">same like any other day i just do not know how </div><div style="text-align: center;">much more can i make tis life on earth even more interesting</div><div style="text-align: center;">it feel like everyday im just doin the repeating activities tat</div><div style="text-align: center;">i have been doin all the time</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">goin to uni meet up wit frens hv fun wit them and suffer together wit them</div><div style="text-align: center;">assignment assignment</div><div style="text-align: center;">go back eat play cards wit my indo frens lose money</div><div style="text-align: center;">eat do hw </div><div style="text-align: center;">go facebook comment on stuff tat we can find to comment on</div><div style="text-align: center;">and of course not to forget chattin wit the girl i like :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">but then of course my mood could affect our conversation</div><div style="text-align: center;">sori abt it i rly am </div><div style="text-align: center;">not to mean tat im not interested of her anymore</div><div style="text-align: center;">just the after effect of my mood affect the way</div><div style="text-align: center;">we talk i just cant avoid it..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well what else can we do to make it more interesting</div><div style="text-align: center;">and yes i know people will say </div><div style="text-align: center;">" go clubbing"</div><div style="text-align: center;">well even tat sometimes theres not much to get from there</div><div style="text-align: center;">i guess what i really wish to hv rite now</div><div style="text-align: center;">is for "U" to be rite here beside me </div><div style="text-align: center;">but i know tat is of course quite impossible to happen</div><div style="text-align: center;">even i cant give it to u</div><div style="text-align: center;">why should u</div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-46281528536099403772011-06-07T02:37:00.000-07:002011-06-07T03:04:33.488-07:00that complicated mind of theirs<div style="text-align: center;">There's currently a lot of lesson that ive learnt abt myself</div><div style="text-align: center;">toward the issue of liking someone</div><div style="text-align: center;">from the way i view it now</div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough how much u know abt handling a problem</div><div style="text-align: center;">of relationship we will never be avoid them</div><div style="text-align: center;">cuz the key idea tat problem will always happen in relationship</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Like even how i see myself sumtimes tryin to fix the problem</div><div style="text-align: center;">so hard can even end up to have one eventhough there isnt any</div><div style="text-align: center;">the way i see it now is tat we will always have to be patient abt wad </div><div style="text-align: center;">is currently happening eventhough we can sense tat problem is somehow</div><div style="text-align: center;">arising it is best to wait until we get the clear picture of wad goin on</div><div style="text-align: center;">sometimes i even wonder why do i hv to be so emotional attack</div><div style="text-align: center;">and tink negatively abt somethin tat is not even wad it is</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i guess wen we rly like someone tis is wen we will always be blind</div><div style="text-align: center;">no matter how much we try to open our eyes and realize it</div><div style="text-align: center;">we will still be havin the problem</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe because the problem is just there for us to solve it</div><div style="text-align: center;">and tat is how our love is tested</div><div style="text-align: center;">i can always admit that im just afraid to lose the person i cared so much</div><div style="text-align: center;">until she might not even stand for wad i hv been behaving</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i guess from the problem arise we can now understand </div><div style="text-align: center;">and apply the mindset where<br />"in life we will need to be able to balance them in order to have the hapi life"</div><div style="text-align: center;">tis goes the same where relationship will never be a good one</div><div style="text-align: center;">wen there is an extreme to one side </div><div style="text-align: center;">just like if u care so much for the person tis will make u </div><div style="text-align: center;">tink abt all the negative thing and make urself worry and end up doin the wrong thing</div><div style="text-align: center;">also it is not gud to not pay attention or be too carefree over wad she do</div><div style="text-align: center;">because it will end up showing tat u never actually care abt her</div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough u tink tat u always care for</div><div style="text-align: center;">"yes" you urself do know tat u always care for her and luv her to ur heart</div><div style="text-align: center;">but she will never know what u tink</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">to me girls are more sensitive abt wad is goin on</div><div style="text-align: center;">even a small incident tat happen or response they will be able</div><div style="text-align: center;">to catch the meaning as they take thing more seriously</div><div style="text-align: center;">than us male</div><div style="text-align: center;">as to me i always remember that girls heart are very fragile</div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough we see tat some of the girl tend to look tough</div><div style="text-align: center;">abt wads goin on but behind tat face is sumetimes</div><div style="text-align: center;">covering something tat is very fragile to them</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i am not sayin tat us guy must always be soft towards the girls</div><div style="text-align: center;">because sometimes girls also do not like tat</div><div style="text-align: center;">but instead we must always know how we should take care of tat</div><div style="text-align: center;"> soft fragile heart of the girls</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">many of us guys always view tat girls are very complicated in the way they tink</div><div style="text-align: center;">yes they are but there are always way to simplify and understand </div><div style="text-align: center;">tat complicated mind of theirs</div><div style="text-align: center;">it is not impossible and hard but it just require time and patience </div><div style="text-align: center;">to get there</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>~whysoserious~ </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-82378708458163859082011-06-01T05:27:00.000-07:002011-06-01T05:34:34.071-07:00June<div style="text-align: center;">well i guess i can see tat some of my fren is back in the</div><div style="text-align: center;">blogging world haha</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">days have pretty much gud and bad</div><div style="text-align: center;">well most of them is gud so far</div><div style="text-align: center;">only today i know tat my mid term result rly went bad</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but enough of tat for me as long as everything else is doin well</div><div style="text-align: center;">my life so far is ok nuthin much have happen </div><div style="text-align: center;">just having a hapi moment tat i spend chattin wit the girl i like :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">not to mention a very hapi moment to start off the month of JUNE</div><div style="text-align: center;">wit an unexpected call from someone who i cant recognize </div><div style="text-align: center;">her voice wen the first time i heard the call</div><div style="text-align: center;">but yea unbelievable sweet voice though haha</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i thought at first it will be my sis but then i tink</div><div style="text-align: center;">cant be haha (im not sayin my sis do not have a sweet voice though)</div><div style="text-align: center;">anyway gtg :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-31265307913133231602011-05-05T07:09:00.000-07:002011-05-05T07:19:31.476-07:00what is complicated relationship?<div style="text-align: center;">Today right early in the morning</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">5th May is basically the day where i change my relationship status</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">from "single" to "complicated relationship"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">funny thing is tat people thought im actually really in relationship</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">instead the ask " why complicated?"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">haha well to me its complicated in the sense tat</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough we like each other</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">both of us decide not to have the actual BF/GF relationship just yet</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but yes we are in some kinda relationship its just not to the extent like</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">usual relationship</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">basically our intention is just to make clear wat we are actually not anymore</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">which is the status of single</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">cuz in the status of single</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">you do not hv any commitment towards someone</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">and so does tat someone soo</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">tis is why we consider our relationship as</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">"complicated relationship" </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">sooo im not very sure wat other might tink but tis is how both of us</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">understand the mean of complicated relationship </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">yes of course complicated relationship can also</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">mean in the negative way where u hv some issues with ur love one</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but one strange thing i wanna ask </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">"why would u wan to tell people tat u hv a fight or problem wit ur love one?"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">its just doesnt make sense :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">oh well i guess tats all for the current updates :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-64956277485626293532011-04-24T23:59:00.000-07:002011-04-25T00:05:35.006-07:00live to the fullest<div style="text-align: center;">its been awhile since i write a post</div><div style="text-align: center;">im not a very active blogger like i used to be anymore</div><div style="text-align: center;">well is tat a gud thing or not?</div><div style="text-align: center;">hmmm well its up to my readers to decide haha :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">pretty much the same kinda stuff tat happen just </div><div style="text-align: center;">feel that sometimes the perspective tat all of</div><div style="text-align: center;">us hold on always seem to be true</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">the perspective tat everything tat happened happened </div><div style="text-align: center;">i guess we can never rly get it back</div><div style="text-align: center;">like it used to be just as we wanted them to be</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">instead we can always look forward n try to </div><div style="text-align: center;">make the best possible future for ourselves</div><div style="text-align: center;">we do this judging by our own personal </div><div style="text-align: center;">experience n hopefully we can live to</div><div style="text-align: center;">the fullest...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-38758408043378131752011-04-08T06:57:00.000-07:002011-04-08T07:01:08.996-07:00wat am i lookin for?<div style="text-align: center;">i always wonder is there</div><div style="text-align: center;">anything else better in life tat we can do</div><div style="text-align: center;">it seems tat the life is repeating itself every single day</div><div style="text-align: center;">feelin worried towards the person tat u like</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">tryin to make thing interesting in life</div><div style="text-align: center;">wanting to get through ur exam so much</div><div style="text-align: center;">in order for tat u wont be tinkin abt it so much anymore</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">wat am i lookin for?</div><div style="text-align: center;">tats the question i need to solve..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-35245096735679692422011-03-28T05:58:00.000-07:002011-03-28T06:05:50.933-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">today have been wad i have considered</div><div style="text-align: center;">one of the most stressful day</div><div style="text-align: center;">tinking abt my skool problems</div><div style="text-align: center;">keep on goin </div><div style="text-align: center;">not to mention it is still havent yet to be settle</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">the answer will only be known by tomorrow</div><div style="text-align: center;">and hopefully and i pray for it tat it will</div><div style="text-align: center;">be ok</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">rite now my mind just couldnt calm down</div><div style="text-align: center;">and stop tinkin abt it</div><div style="text-align: center;">but thanx to a person she have calm me down</div><div style="text-align: center;">and tell me tat everything will be ok</div><div style="text-align: center;">i am now tinkin tat eventhough my mind still</div><div style="text-align: center;">tellin me im in a big trouble</div><div style="text-align: center;">i feel embarrassed of myself</div><div style="text-align: center;">and she know tat i am stress because of tat</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i know i will have to fight through tis moment</div><div style="text-align: center;">and find the solution as soon as possible</div><div style="text-align: center;">as now the problem is still ongoing and yet to be solve</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i rly hope tat everything will be fine which is wad</div><div style="text-align: center;">i have been tryin to tell myself and tryin to believe it</div><div style="text-align: center;">i just hope i will find the answer i need by tomorrow</div><div style="text-align: center;">and everything will be ok</div><div style="text-align: center;">as a sign to let me start my new life</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-63833515801387671202011-03-15T00:29:00.000-07:002011-03-15T00:43:12.883-07:00a little bit late to worry about but they r fine.....<div style="text-align: center;">yooo</div><div style="text-align: center;">well u all might have all known tis few days ago</div><div style="text-align: center;">the earthquake tsunami and explosion of the nuclear tank</div><div style="text-align: center;">have destroy my favourite country JAPAN</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well not only it destroy the country </div><div style="text-align: center;">sori to say tis to some of my frens</div><div style="text-align: center;">i just remember i got a few frens there </div><div style="text-align: center;">making me shock and worry after i heard the news</div><div style="text-align: center;">from my fren</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">my fren: "japan is gone man its not possible"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME:" no man i believe they r still there"</div><div style="text-align: center;">add on </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">fren: "how can they survive its like in a situation</div><div style="text-align: center;">where u just having ur last breathe before u die"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME: i dont care my good fren is still there n i believe they r all still alive</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">fren: Frans face the fact its gone 95% of Japan is wiped out</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME: i believe wit the other 5% my fren is there</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">fren: haiz well u can just hope (lookin up)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME: i know wad u trying to say n its not gonna happen</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">fren: (lookin down)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME: u making thing worse </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">fren: well at least its better to be up than down</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME: nah man i believe my fren is still alive they will not die</div><div style="text-align: center;">i can feel it</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">fren: Frans its gone its not possible for them to survive</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ME: they r still there and doin fine</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">come to the end of the conversation i quickly go back and check </div><div style="text-align: center;">my facebook look out for my fren </div><div style="text-align: center;">glad to see that she still replying </div><div style="text-align: center;">which mean she still doin fine :)</div><div style="text-align: center;">all the best for my fren</div><div style="text-align: center;">and rly sori for the one who are unfortunate </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-61171036759792606222011-02-27T06:09:00.000-08:002011-02-27T06:16:50.692-08:00another short semester<div style="text-align: center;">another semester has almost come to an end </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">seems to be quick but yes it is</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">since tis semester is only a two months semester</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">having only one subject for the whole semester</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well nuthing much actually happen in skool just like usual</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">lecture assignment presentation</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">loads of em actually</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but since its only one subject u cant rly feel much tension like</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">last semester....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">other than tat tis also means</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">my time of goin to the psychology field of study is coming nearer :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well not hoping much just tat tis time i could do it rite </div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>~whysoserious~ </i></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-31011230144929654572011-01-30T03:17:00.000-08:002011-01-30T03:27:02.138-08:00she's the one<div style="text-align: center;">people have been askin me to update my blog </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ok then here we go </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well nuthin much hv been happening in my life so far</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well recently i can say ive a gud day </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">not to mention a girl have admit that shes interested in me</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well i can say i rly like her too since to me shes a very funny girl</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">n tats wad i like abt her :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im not sure wads gonna happen next but im sure </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">shes the one tat i rly admire :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">eventhough there is critic have been goin on around her frens</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but i believe in wad i wan n she is the one</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">which is why i rly hv to tink abt it n not to</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">hurt anyone feelin anymore </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>~whysoserious~</i></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-12626416885986120942011-01-24T08:36:00.000-08:002011-01-24T08:45:01.014-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">yo how long has it been since i last blog</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">three months??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha so hows everyone?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">loads of stuff have been happening during this past 3 months</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">wad happen are im changing my major to Psychology</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">in the end of march still got two months left :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">move to a new unit :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">finally the last thing that happen probably</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">meeting a fren of mine that ive known through webcaming n stuff</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">finally i am able to see her rite in front of me :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">yes it is a girl that i have been much contacting wit</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">at the same time the girl that have been much involve in my facebook</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">the one who draw this for me:</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN2AyGQUpQmClTQNw2vIn9rSDHpOcwfBPi5fv7LJHF0DF7CuNDS0u8U-XG8e4U1yY72GfdLK9QgpRb3Sgm82duNkrPzFYXQhfwUal-c1gLVHHIUXgki8fTzd9bSB9W-FCbCOPSLIlJ6UhF/s320/zz.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 294px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565793732565825650" /><div style="text-align: center;">not a bad drawing at all hahaha XD</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well i guess tats all for now :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>~whysoserious~</i></div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-80240655059044945492010-12-22T02:06:00.000-08:002010-12-22T02:15:02.704-08:00<div style="text-align: center;">it's been a very long while since i blog </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i would say its already two months since i last blog </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well tis pass few months loads of incident i hv encounter</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">but there are two main things i have learn and be sure of</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">first of all it is not a gud idea to be with someone who u hv</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">a good relationship all the time cuz one day u will come to </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">huge hatred one day....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">no matter how hard u try to make it seems like everything will be fine</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">tis is why now i am certain that i will never ever want to encounter</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">it anymore if i have the chance</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">cuz the feeling of it is very tiring </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">for trying to send out ur own gud purpose for others </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i mean gud but it seems to be hurting me back sometime</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i tend to hate it even i dont even wan it to happen</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">my best answer to tis is </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">it is best to stay as distant as possible.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i forget abt the second one :P</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-60125200654607608862010-10-21T03:05:00.000-07:002010-10-21T03:11:09.056-07:00move on n wish u all the best :)<div style="text-align: center;">yooooo hahaha quite fast rite bloggin one post after another XD</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well basically like wad i said i hv decided to move on</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">as there no use to still stuck back here</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">so now i have given u to the person </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">who i believe will be able to take care of u</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">and im sure of it</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">for me???</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">well back to my usual life lah</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">still normal hanging around there hahaha</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im just there for u all who need someone to be there loh</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha im back to my usual me</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">time to keep movin on :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">wish u all hapi couples out there all the best</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">take care of one another loh</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">dont be pissed of so fast</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">hang in there and keep fightin :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im sure y all will go through it </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">if there is love there will always be a solution</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">no matter wat :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2702188440200746308.post-29363538323036367572010-10-20T18:11:00.000-07:002010-10-20T18:24:56.923-07:00wat hv happen to me<div style="text-align: center;">this is where i can only be </div><div style="text-align: center;">how much hv i stress abt now im hurt confuse hapi in a way</div><div style="text-align: center;">i do not know wat to say</div><div style="text-align: center;">seems like its a dead end to all wat hv happen before....</div><div style="text-align: center;">i know its not rite to do it but why do i still longing for it</div><div style="text-align: center;">its just not rite</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">tell me wad am i supposed to do now im just hvin a hard time</div><div style="text-align: center;">to adapt to tis new changes</div><div style="text-align: center;">i do not wan u to always come to me</div><div style="text-align: center;">cuz i feel very wrong to tink abt it</div><div style="text-align: center;">i wan to let go but i just cant</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">im bein such a loser rite now </div><div style="text-align: center;">for not wantin to move on while at the same time</div><div style="text-align: center;">tryin very hard to move on so </div><div style="text-align: center;">it wont bother or hurt anyone anymore</div><div style="text-align: center;">and not to make them worry</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i will try but im very sori for wat i hv been changing to</div><div style="text-align: center;">its not wad i wan n ive been tryin to fight it back</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">~whysoserious~</div>Franzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00821171724975165539noreply@blogger.com0