Friday, June 7, 2013

looking back does give some moment of hapiness


Have u ever had the feeling of wanting to go back in time 
and just enjoy the moment again
well i do from what i have look back in my past
while i dun have much to do at the moment 
it does give a very enjoyable moment for u to look back at it
eventhough there are certain bitter past that we might have gone through
but by looking back at all these post that u have written in the past few years
it can sumtime fill ur loneliness moment again with the hapi one
it make u feel back that moment in time again.
people might have said " why do u even blog?"
So lifeless ah u?
YES I can say I am lifeless at the moment
rather than just sitting there without doing anything
by writting or reading ur blog post again it sure does make ur brain tink again
sumtimes u must admit that u can even read back all those
chat or messages that u have wit ur best frens or someone special to u

it sure does happen to me :D

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Thank you for being there


It's again been awhile ive written or update my blog and pour out my feeling to u all
it sure does feel nostalgic doin these as this is what i love to do
back many years ago pouring out what i have come across in life
recounting to u all what have happen in a day to day basis

loads of thing have happen in the past few months
good and bad 
i lose and gain things in my life
people have change that is what i have to accept first of all
it is also the most painful incident that i hv to encounter as well

there is one thing in my mind rite now that i always wanted to make a difference on
which is the thing that i have done wrong towards my fren the one fren that
who always there for me during my up and downs
especially during the down i have learn many things from him when the first time
i reached sunway but there is one incident that might have changed the whole
relationship of ours which i regretted alot..

coming to realize what i hv gain and loss i actually have lose big 
this is the one person who i make a stupid decision to part away from
that have make me tink so much of why i have done so
but of course again theres nuthing i can change anything from it
like what my fren have said "what have happen happened"
true enough theres nuthing i can do abt it.

just look forward for the best in the near future that i was given the 
opportunity to clear up the mess.
i just want to thank them for making me realize all these mistake
without it i cannot think as wide as i am now
making me realize to cherish what have been there for u
people and frens who is always there for u
and i clearly know who they are :)